We FINALLY got to hold Tyler. Brock was kind enough to let me go first. When the nurse placed him in my arms I just bawled. It was the best feeling in the world. I didn't want to give him up. He still was hooked up to tubes and cords so Brock wasn't able to hold him this time. Brock went home with Kayden the next day and played the role of a single dad all week. I stayed the week with Tyler and was able to hold him everyday. When Brock came back to get me this last friday he was finally able to hold him. Kayden still isn't so sure about the whole brother thing, but I'm sure he will figure it out once Tyler is well and home with us.